Dear Diary,
Well i havent written in a long time but i told you i was bad at keeping up with a journal.Well not much has happened really i mean today was valentines day at our school cause its on a saturday this year and we don't have school on friday. I only got one valentine but it was a really cute one so it's ok i guess. I mean I wasn't expecting to get flooded with valentines or anything but well i guess i sont know what i was expecting but oh well. It wasn't quite as depressing as last year for some reason. Maybe i'm just getting used to it which is a good thing i suppose. I always think of my fifth grade valentines day when it comes around every year. I guess because it was so sweet and the only time in my life i've ever had a boyfriend to share it with. I remember it like it was yesterday... It was the last valentines day we would have before going into middle school and the last one where we would make boxes to put cards in. I was so upset when i got sick and had to miss school that day. But i though well i guess i can always give david(that was my bf at the time) his gift later. But little did i know that later that day after school he would show up at my door with a gift for me. He brought me a card,a plush dog, a beautiful bracelet(which i still have),and one of those little balloons on a stick in a heart shape that said i love you on it! I was so surprised and happy i could hardly contain myself! It was the best valentines day i had ever had and i wish i could tell him thankyou for all the things he did for me and how he made me feel, but unfortunately we were young and stupid and ended on bad terms. But i would like to thank him anyways so thankyou david for all that you were to me! I am a very passionate person when i really love something and put my heart and soul into it. I don't think most people know that about me cause I tend to put up this tough and edgy exterior so that no one will ever get too close. I had a lot of problems with friends and kids in general growing up and i still have some but it is better now...kinda. And well boys were pretty much afraid of me and didn't like me. I wasn't skinny and pretty like all the other girls and i'm still not and never will be because well i just won't. David was the first person who had ever liked me before and he wasn't doing it to be funny or mean he actually liked me for me and plain as that. Fifth grade was probab;y one of the hardest years in elementary school for me and in the beginning he just made it better and worth all the drama. Unfortunately something happened toward the end of the year and i felt like my whole world came crashing down in one single pull of the rug that i was standing on! I don't blame him because we were young and naive but i have to admit the last two weeks of fifth grade after he had dumped me were the two worst weeks of my life. I had never been so humiliated and madefun of gossiped about and etc. in my entire life. It was awful and i cried every night when i came home from school. But i still try to look past that to all the wonderful times we spent together and for those i am grateful because those are the moments that matter and that will last. But enough sappiness i had an MRI on my ankle today cause we think there might be something still wrong with it. I'll be glad to know once and for all what is wrong.Well i think that about sums it up for this entry maybe i'll do something tomorow or on valentine's day we'll see! Peace!
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
Diary entries
Dear diary,
Well yeat another boring day in the life of an american bubble girl. So I started finals week today and i for sure failed my math final, but my teacher sucks so its not really my fault. So i have this friend and she always seems to cause drama in my life, and i havent really stayed intouch minus a few birthday parties over the last 3 years. I love her to death cause she's loads of fun and is one of the only people who actually considers me one of their bestfriends. However, she is a complete boy magnet and well lets just say i am the complete and total opposite. I always feel even more self- concious about myself when i am around her becuse she is so pretty and i am so not. She has it all she is tall thin long gorgeous brown hair pretty eyes funny and is really wealthy to top it all off. She is evey boy's dream girl i mean how do i compete with that you know? Well whatever when life deals you lemons i say, 'hey guys i've got some lemons wanna make some lemonade?" So my life is still going well and life seems to be going according to plan, but as we all know things can change in the blink of an eye. As stated in my first entry i am currently single, and have yet to have my first kiss which implies that i have never been in a relationship which is true. I am a hopeless romantic, love to laugh, have a good time, dance and listen to music!! I have been playing tennis for ten years and was recently injured and am trying to get back in action soon. I love to watch live sports and love to go to the gym to workout because i love the invigorating and refreshed feeling you get after a great workout! But well thats enough about what i like for right now. I would like end this very scattered and slightly random entry with one of my favorite quotes which i am sure everyone know:
"Life is not measured by the number of breaths you take, but byt the moments that take our breaths away."
-unknown
p.s. i will try to end each entry with one of my favorite qoutes from now on.
Well yeat another boring day in the life of an american bubble girl. So I started finals week today and i for sure failed my math final, but my teacher sucks so its not really my fault. So i have this friend and she always seems to cause drama in my life, and i havent really stayed intouch minus a few birthday parties over the last 3 years. I love her to death cause she's loads of fun and is one of the only people who actually considers me one of their bestfriends. However, she is a complete boy magnet and well lets just say i am the complete and total opposite. I always feel even more self- concious about myself when i am around her becuse she is so pretty and i am so not. She has it all she is tall thin long gorgeous brown hair pretty eyes funny and is really wealthy to top it all off. She is evey boy's dream girl i mean how do i compete with that you know? Well whatever when life deals you lemons i say, 'hey guys i've got some lemons wanna make some lemonade?" So my life is still going well and life seems to be going according to plan, but as we all know things can change in the blink of an eye. As stated in my first entry i am currently single, and have yet to have my first kiss which implies that i have never been in a relationship which is true. I am a hopeless romantic, love to laugh, have a good time, dance and listen to music!! I have been playing tennis for ten years and was recently injured and am trying to get back in action soon. I love to watch live sports and love to go to the gym to workout because i love the invigorating and refreshed feeling you get after a great workout! But well thats enough about what i like for right now. I would like end this very scattered and slightly random entry with one of my favorite quotes which i am sure everyone know:
"Life is not measured by the number of breaths you take, but byt the moments that take our breaths away."
-unknown
p.s. i will try to end each entry with one of my favorite qoutes from now on.
Sunday, January 18, 2009
Dear Diary,
Well this is my first entry into my diary so forgive me if it is somewhat dull. I have never been very good at keeping a diary but i will try to keep this as up to date as possible. I don't live a very extraordinarily interesting life, but it's mine and that's the best part. I am 16 and a junior in high school. I lie in a very small town where nothing ever really happens other than the daily death of an elderly person. My neighborhood is a very tightly knit group of people who are more my family than my own. my mom and dad are literally the best parents on the face of the planet and i don't know where i would be without them. They are my strength when i have none, my shoulder to cry on, my best friends, the people who will always listen when my friends wont, and so much more. But anyways like i said i live a very ordinary life and nothing interesting ever happens to me. I am the perfect child in the sense that I've never smoked, drank, partied, snuck out of the house, dated behind my parents back, or any of those normal teenage things. I feel like I'm trapped in this bubble and can't get out!!! Someone help me please!!!! LOL! Well I have also yet to be in a relationship or have my first kiss or first anything! High school boys don't interest me much because they usually can't hold more than a 2-5 minute conversation, and even if they can it is usually about sports or something. Not that I don't love sports,but i mean come on really guys think of some new material! growing up as an only child i have always dreamt of prince Charming and being swept off my feet and hopelessly falling in love. What can i say i was raised on princess fairy tales and naturally my favorite color is pink. I'm not picky really i just know what i want and am not going to settle for anything less. But if a guy wanted to impress me all he would have to is be romantic in even the smallest way and then make me laugh and I'd be like clay in his hands! Life at the moment for me seems to be going surprisingly smoothly and for that i am very grateful! Well i suppose I've bored you enough for my first entry, and i will save the rest for later. Thanx for listening diary. Goodnight!
Well this is my first entry into my diary so forgive me if it is somewhat dull. I have never been very good at keeping a diary but i will try to keep this as up to date as possible. I don't live a very extraordinarily interesting life, but it's mine and that's the best part. I am 16 and a junior in high school. I lie in a very small town where nothing ever really happens other than the daily death of an elderly person. My neighborhood is a very tightly knit group of people who are more my family than my own. my mom and dad are literally the best parents on the face of the planet and i don't know where i would be without them. They are my strength when i have none, my shoulder to cry on, my best friends, the people who will always listen when my friends wont, and so much more. But anyways like i said i live a very ordinary life and nothing interesting ever happens to me. I am the perfect child in the sense that I've never smoked, drank, partied, snuck out of the house, dated behind my parents back, or any of those normal teenage things. I feel like I'm trapped in this bubble and can't get out!!! Someone help me please!!!! LOL! Well I have also yet to be in a relationship or have my first kiss or first anything! High school boys don't interest me much because they usually can't hold more than a 2-5 minute conversation, and even if they can it is usually about sports or something. Not that I don't love sports,but i mean come on really guys think of some new material! growing up as an only child i have always dreamt of prince Charming and being swept off my feet and hopelessly falling in love. What can i say i was raised on princess fairy tales and naturally my favorite color is pink. I'm not picky really i just know what i want and am not going to settle for anything less. But if a guy wanted to impress me all he would have to is be romantic in even the smallest way and then make me laugh and I'd be like clay in his hands! Life at the moment for me seems to be going surprisingly smoothly and for that i am very grateful! Well i suppose I've bored you enough for my first entry, and i will save the rest for later. Thanx for listening diary. Goodnight!
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